I can't sleep at night....

I try and try.  I toss and turn.  Nothing will work.  But, come morning, I can't awake.  I spent 3 hours getting out of bed yesterday.  Damnit!

I try to take a nap every day from 2:00 to 3:00pm to ease the malaize, but I just wake up dizzy with a headache.  I hunger not for food.  I yearn not for the company of my lover.  I just THIRST. 

I need to HUNT.  I need to LIVE.

Once again, I'm teaching Martial Arts and working out on a daily basis.  All of my friends and collegues are commenting on how much I change, physically, every week.  If they only knew....

It's finally happened.....

It seems that, all of a sudden, my sleeping pattern changed.  I'm now into my summer time sleep rhythm... can't sleep at night, can't stay awake in the day (as opposed to winter's "sleep all the time").

However, there is a "side-effect".  I've been depressed for the last few days.  There's no reason, it's just one of those hormone things.  I hope to get over it in a few days.  As for now, I'll just enjoy the lonely reflection.

Interesting things are happening to my biology.  I hope it all keeps up. 

The weather has taken another good turn, and so has my health.  I feel like I am awakening from a winter's slumber.  I find myself constantly stretching my muscles like a cat.  I've lost all apetite for physical food.  I eat one small meal a day (because I have to).  Other than that, I just snack on fruit (mostly citrus) and raw veggies once in a while.  Also, I'm drinking water by the gallon. 

Soon, I think it will be time for a (long overdue) hunt!

Strange things a-brewin'

Well, another full moon has come and gone (and so, the spike in my bio-rhythm).  I've been travelling a bit this past month, having fun and relaxing.  I've been feeling a bit strange (physically) lately, though.  I feel as if I'm inside a cocoon or something.  I know it sounds strange, but I don't know any other way to describe it.....just weird.

Anyway, so I'm back now.  But a couple of strange things have happened lately. 

1.  So, I'm laying in the master bedroom, studying Chinese...  and my new Primary Donor is talking to me from the livingroom.  All of a sudden she screams and yells: "Oh, mi god!  Where are you?"  to which I reply: "I'm here, in the bedroom, studying."  She runs in to me and gasps:  "I just saw you in the guest bedroom playing the guitar.  I was standing there looking at you and talking to you."  She couldn't stop shivering for hours after that.

2.  It's happened for 3 days in a row now.  I've even been doing experiments with it.  It seems that whenever I touch my television (in any spot), it spontaneously turns on.  And, sometimes, all it takes is for me to be close to the TV.  It doesn't happen to ANYONE else who tries it.  Am I carrying around too much electrical type energy that's effecting my electrical appliances?

Moon...Moon...Moon!

Yeah baby!  The moon is out and I'm a crazy man!  It's been so bright lately.  I love it!  I need to hunt...to feed....  I am alive!